Friday, December 24, 2010

不安静的夜

-Friday 24 December 2010
















今年平安夜竟是我不安静的夜. 心就是静不下来.
姨丈出了事,心脏病发,初次, 所以含有较高危险性 , 我的心怎么静得下来.
电话里, 他女儿哭到很惨.. 我该说什么.. 我不是她..我怎么会懂..
安慰不了她.. 还记得, 有个朋友说过最催泪的话是那么一句 " 别哭了.."  果然越哭越糟.
我该怎么办..我也很伤.. 毕竟他也很疼我..
我不知所措..说了什么..就是开不了口让她知道..这一切会很好..这么简单几句我办不到..
这是她..出事前几天 , 她和一家来到槟城.. 她住吉隆坡..好远对吗?









而伟宏也掉了男人泪..问我未来怎么办.. 我该怎么回答..
现在才懂,没有体会过的人永远不懂..


大家为我姨丈,她和他的爸爸祈祷好吗? 他一定会度过难关的对吗? 一定是的.


明年开学, 5S8 .. 希望一切会很好.. 我一定要比从前快乐.




在这儿祝大家圣诞节快乐. =)






我的难过是如此低调 


Saturday, November 27, 2010

A normal weekend. =)

-Saturday 27 November 2010










我林家辉说话算话..复活了就是复活了..   =)  ( ignore 这句!)
今天心情较好..起码比昨天好..而且是好很多..
不幸的是, 我找不到心情好坏的原因.. =.=




今天一整天在外, 刚刚才到家.. 蛮累的..
我今天在"槟城第一条街"的一间叫"兴利"的店
买了校衣, 裤, 鞋.. (今年效率真好 ! ,thumbs up for myself )
十五分钟内解决, 校徽和学号也附上了..  
我妈问要不要买袜子..
我回答说 : "不必了,明年可有日新袜 =.= (从来没看过那么样衰的袜)
过后我心想 : 还好你没问我要买梳子吗.. 
成几何时日新变样了.. 
这次可好了, 以后梳头发的时间都省了..我肯定不会 miss bus了 =.=


过后去逛逛 1st avenue.  1st visit to 1st avenue !!  =)
很多店还没开.. 但我始终觉得这家很不错.. Time Square 准备吃草去吧..
1st avenue 虽然小了点.. 但 "麻雀虽小,五脏俱全" !! 
Parkson 很不错..
那儿人山人海 People Mountain People Sea! (learn from Primary school's best friend)  =)   
买了新床单给已去旅行的妹妹..   然后..
妹, 我SMS 你.. 你REPLY什么鬼回来.. 答非所问..  在这给你个 "凸". =)
当然也希望你的旅程会很好.


找不到 Card reader 和 USB.. 照片搁一旁..
记得注意 1st avenue 停车场 有个超吊的仪器! 
FIND YOURSELF ! Maybe just above your head !!






okay busy le. 
end here bye bye =)










                         等待也是一种爱












Friday, November 26, 2010

把我的信心还我 , 好吗?

-Friday 26 November 2010










过了,  我就这样过了中四,所谓的 "Honeymoon Year"    真讽刺 ,今年过得可真糟..
根本就是无所事成.. (好像有过这么一句成语吧?).  
成绩烂,运动烂,最糟的是玩GAME也烂.. =.=
真不懂今年搞什么啊.. :(


最近真的失去了信心.. 连下个比赛都害怕..或许是再也接受不了我的失败..但我却在这诉说我有多失败.. 突然就没了方向感..没有目标..以前为自己设的目标..都快被遗忘了..都被抛弃了..
球鞋都生灰尘了..身材走形了..有时真的觉得什么都不想做了..就静静地..一个人坐在电脑前面发呆.. 想想你.. 想想自己.. 想想那距离  :(




妹妹旅行去了..我仍然坐在家..没什么好分享的.. 也称不上"分享"吧.
我闷到连书展也不放过..我从不去的.. =.=
有什么节目..把我叫上吧.. 我快疯了..甚至有点自闭.. 
没了信心后也蛮自卑的 :(
我曾经想配戴隐型眼睛..有人说为了你我眼睛好..别配好吗!?
有许多人说过..我脱下眼镜..根本就是想杀人..(完全不能看的意思) =.= 多伤啊..
最近我发现..其实穿着眼镜也好不到哪去... =.= 连我自己都酱觉得了..谁会不觉得?!

我已经一年没换Profile Picture了..真的没有一张看得上眼..
那天上学最后一天,我本来不想拍照的..硬逼我..结果拍什么出来..真希望我能骗自己是 Cameraman 差劲. 可惜却不是..
真单调..全是文字..想放些图片..
放心,不是放我的脸.. 放这吧..



Lamborghini, 真伟大的发明与设计.. 什么角度看都那么美..就像你一样..刚才去 My Picture 找照片..发现我收藏这么多你的照片..我想我真的喜欢上你了..我想我不会有这勇气说的..何来的勇气.. 样貌都已经配不上了.. 等吧.. 希望韩国的技术救得了我.. =.=




想起上一个部落格我写过这么一句 - Maybe this last blog this year''
不会了..我想让它复活. REVIVE!难道连当我的部落格也得那么的悲哀吗..

One..
Two..
Three..

Okay !! 复活仪式结束.. 谢谢参与..


                                                                 (超瞎的结尾) =.=






好了,在我失去平衡前.. 去玩GAME了.. 杀杀人.. 发发泄!!


再见!


晚安!!


Wan An !!










                                                                                           你的美,我不配



Friday, February 19, 2010

2010 1st BloG~~im Back

-Friday 19 FEBRUARY 2010




too fast~~ 2010 FEBRUARY le..
i still enjoy my life...within shopping...basketball...computer...eating..drinking..slping..my friends..who treat me sincerely.
may i ask...wat i studied ? ==
tis year..until now FEBRUARY...still like learnt nothing from school...school only.

suddenly..i realize mny1 bo syiok me...so hurt..zzz
sometimes i just joke..not reali wan QUN all of u. i just hope i can 搞热..(zzz...english sucks) the ambiance (气氛) == ..coz i feel tis my job...among my friendsss... how tambai i performed..how sucks i performed...i dun care. y u shud u all care?? some of them laughing well...do u feeling well with a cold occasion? so i chg it.wats wrong?? but i wan say...i nt JOKERs == sometime i may lost my temper...so better watch out ur steps n ur words..

this is my 1st blog tis year...2010~~ any special to me?
no?? or havent?? still look forward about it..


Today -
..8am...wake le thn bath n prepare go SAYKIT house..
thn bath n eat breakfast...8.45 le...thn go Ching Hooi house there wait Yiren to fetch us.
but 1 minutes n 1 minutes...he hvnt come..zzz
thn i call his house..hope he didnt take my call...but he took..zzz
he still at home...!!! @#$%^&*#... we wait til 9.10 lik dat he oni come...== he said 8.45 w8 him there..ching hooi n i w8 25 minutes... 他的守时关念呢?? ==

到了那边...北海钟灵中学..GATE D.. we no go saykit house 1st...we go the basketball court straightly.. but cant found by us.. then w8 saykit at gate D...thn he no come...i phone call hom..he said go gate B...
i told him tat we facing Gate D...he tell us...walk >>>>>
we listen to him n walk...walk til there GATE E...walk til...the road end..no gate B..zzz
i try not to scold rudewords.. but the Sun force me...but i no scold la..i guai kia...(after CNY)
thn walk anti-clockwise direction oni found Gate B..zz...call him agn thn he oni come...wif bicycle...good...we nid to walk like hell..he ride bicycle..

spent some hours in basketball court... nice punishment..pump like hell.
thn go eat thn bek saykit house..

At his house...eat snack..drink soft drinks..POKER...watch NBA..
damn...Lakers lost....1 only after Boston...zzz...i hate tis occasion..but it is Lakers...WITHOUT KOBE BRYANT == zzz..

thn ply MA Chiok...saykit teach all of us...but im nt interesting..
there got ChunWei..Yong Hooi..Yen Sheng..YiRen..Ching Hooi.. and me or I ..zz...(english sucks)
seems I...wadever..tis nt important..

i spent my time wif DOTA...lol.
use new HERO...very long time no ply.. sianz sia.
thn 5 pm bek le.. go Penang...with parents..

after come bek...sit infront computer...just hav 1 word to say..."boring" ==


love BASKETBALL recently..reali syiok..n 2day oni realize...tall hav lots advantages on basketball court...but shorter oso got its advantages.. so the height is nt a problem.
but i wan taller... i wan pull down the basket.. haha...2day..at the basketball court..its basket going patah lol..its screw oso spoiled...yi ren n i keep pull..actually i wan pull it down..but next time we stil nid it.. == so i didnt do tat..n actually its lower..lower about 8cm from the normal one at our skul.

11pm rite?? i wan slp le..tired 2day. nth to share oso.
nites.. ~